Do you want it on the floor...

Hey hey hey! It's me again! Although i'm using exclamation marks, I'm suuuuuper bitter right now!! Yippeeeee!!! I hate my life!!! Mostly!!! WOOWWWWOWOWOWOWWW!!! I hate reading other people's diaries and being reminded how boring my life is!! Thanks to all you suuuuuuper people out there who ignore me! I love you lots! You make my life so wonderful...

FUCK YOU.

I am so sorry. I am in a VERY bitchy mood right now. At least in my mind. I may act nice, but I'm like 100% evil minded right now.

Me me me me...that's all I talk about. But what else can I talk about when I never do anything with other people? Rant rant rant...complain much? Yes I do. When you wonder why you even bother to exist every moment of the day, you tend to be a bit touchy. Bitch bitch bitch? No. I'm not. But I do. But I try not to in person. But THESE DAYS, I cannot help it. I have pretty much nothing to look forward to, except that there are cute guys around. And classes are easy-peasy. Other than that, hey, school's as shitty as OLP. BUT!!! Those two little things are nice. But not nice enough.

I wish I had a couple thousand dollars and summer vacation right now.

God-freaking-dammit! It needs to get sunny out. Or else I'll never get tanned. I want a perfect bronzey tan (notice how it's bronzey, not bronze. Who wants to be BRONZE? EWW!).

Drop it like it's hot...

If I didn't have all these (pardon) GAY projects for English (screw you, Mr. Ash...), maybe I'l be inspired to work out or do something self-improving. But guess-freakin'-what! It's almost 9:30, and I already took a miserable shower today.

So too bad.

The next time a guys calls to me, I am going to stop. I keep thinking, what if I turned around? My calm, forgiving nature keeps me from getting some of the good things in life. Things I may first take as mean are really just teasing in a playful way. But I ignore them, when they are really a cry for attention.

Oh well.

I am going to change that aspect of myself!!! No more being a push-over. I have to get tougher at school.

RRRAAAWRRR...

Haha...soooo Lion King.

Wow....can I GET any dumber??

Yeah. I can. Definately.

Hey I actually did something useful today & got my PSAT scores (people, it's my first time. No, I did not retake the test). I did above average (but not much) in the math part. And I did really well in the english-y parts...94% of the kids in the USA are not as good as me! MUA HA HA HAAA! Suckas! :P

Shorty got down and said come and get me...

OK. Tomorrow I should be social. That US History thing requires lots of standing in line. Close together. In a smallish classroom. With lots of students. There has to be a time to interact in there somewhere! I'm gonna make sure I find it. And it probably won't mean crap to anyone. but at least I spoke.

I cannot believe I have to write this kinda crap. I mean, really! Talking to people...SMALL TALK...how sad...

Well, it's hard to be new.

Tru dat.

--Ash & Acapulco

--Without a dope beat to step to...

----Dust yourself off and try again, try again...

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