Ahhh what is the point of life? I must wonder once again...

It is so obvious these days that all that will make me happy is a boyfriend.

No matter what objects I get, my family is still going to try to restrict me from fully enjoying them and they will annoy me.

I cannot be happy in this house.

So my mom's foot is broken. She still took us shopping today, though.

We went to Rally's. She had her car fixed. Then we went home for a few lame hours. Then Yoli came over (without Morgan. lol) and we went to Tilly's (which totally sucks now cuz I am not too fond of T-shirts anymore and I'm trying to dress nicer...and the prices seemed so high) and to target, where Mom had a great arguement with the return lady. DUMB BLONDE. Then we went to KOHLS. I was gonna buy a buncha' undies, but I didn't. I was gonna buy some other crap, but I didn't. And I got a belt, but I did that tricky thing I do sometimes unintentionally to get other people to pay for me....mua ha ha haa...so Mom bought my belt for me.

Yes, I'm evil.

I just got $50 from the $230 I got for Christmas. My stupid parents don't let us spend it all...so I consider myself still cheap. Because I'm not gonna waste all my money in one day on some stupid things like cute underwear.

I got tons of boring underwear (AND SOCKS, oh my God...so many!) for Christmas. Whatever.

So much for being proud of your panties. LOL

My laptop still doesn't have the internet. And I still haven't given it a name...hmmm...

It's a boy, though. It just is.

And the new black computer...what is it's name? I think it's a girl. Hehe.

Naming stuff is so fun!

(Especially if it really doesn't matter!)

I'm supposed to be in my room right now.

Allison still says I have no computer. Hmmm...then why can I use my laptop?

Yeah. Dumb idea, Allison!

Ugh, I am soooo not tired. But I should go anyway...nobody reads this thing anyway!!!

Nobody even knows I'm alive.

Cuz I'm not, really.

--Ash

Oh! And P.S.!!! I installed PSP and another program came with it--and it was the jasc Aninmation shop I had so long ago and used for all my dolls (sprites)!!!!!!!!! OMG. I was SOOOO happy. I could have cried, but I didn't. But my eyes stung and were watery. Seriously, that's how happy it made me! I was a little nerd and just HAD TO try to make a cheesy animation, so I made a ball fall out of the sky and explode. Ahhh! Pure bliss....... Bye again! ^_^ Hehe... Oh, LOL! AAAAAND! I got my arm lazered AGAIN! It's all gross again and will probably take a month to heal AGAIN. Everything is AGAIN, AGAIN, AGAIN! Too much repetitive stuff. As they say in "Dreamcatcher", the crazy Stephen King book I am reading, SSDD. Same shit, different day... Yeah. So true here. So damn true, it's scary...

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