*sigh...* I gotta leave at 5:00 for church. Dude, I went to some 50th Anniversary thing for the church YESTERDAY NIGHT! Why should I go to church today? It's the same thing. If it has to do with religion, I'm doing it ONCE. NOT TWICE A WEEK! Church once is horrible enough! Parents today are retarded. They are. Just TRY to prove me wrong. Find one fricken' good parent out there who lets their kids act like adults. None. Absolutely none. As long as we live with them, we are their freakin' slaves. Screw all parents. They're stupid. They are 100% stupid. They had all these damn kids and then they complain about us and lose interest once we're not babies or cute anymore. Once we can talk, we're lame. Like an old toy. Who cares anymore? Let's have another. It's the same thing! Kids don't get any better, OK??? If you don't want old kids, don't freakin' have any in the first place. Get a cat. Or a dog. Or a rabbit. Who cares. They're always cute. And they NEVER talk. Sure, the pee in a corner sometimes, but at least they don't do other things. Of course, what have I even done to not get any respect? I don't know anyone else in my family who talks the way I do. I put it all out there and they criticize everything and never even give me a real answer. OK, thanks...that REEEAAALLY helped... What the hell is my purpose in this family? Be lazy, get yelled at, get made fun of, get the hell away in two years and never come back??? Why is Allison all great? Because she's a bitch? Because everyone's afraid of her? Because if you say one thing, she'll scream and bite your head off? That's why nobody punishes her. They don't want her to freak out. Mouse is treated nice because she IS nice. Allison is NOT. And all I do is hide away, and people still get mad at me for trying to never be a part of this boring family unless I need something. How is that selfish, too? Just because I avoid my family? Maybe because they are boring and I hate Allison and my dad doesn't really say anything nice to me EVER and my mom is always exhausted and Mouse...isn't that bad, but sometimes she's a complete idiot and ends up hurting herself and getting me in trouble for trying to educate her. Why can't teenagers just leave? None of us want our parents at this age. We want to do all sorts of things that they don't want us to do. Well TOO FREAKIN' BAD! We think like adults now. Not little 10-year-olds. We don't have time for dishes and clothes that don't even belong to us. We will take care of our crap if you just get away from us. All we need is a damn house and food and you HAVE TO give us that. That's it. The rest of the time, I DON'T CARE. And don't get mad because I don't care. I don't HAVE TO have an opinion about EVERYTHING. I, Ashley, DO NOT care if people don't talk to me because I'm wearing headphones, DAD! Know why???? Because if they cared enough, they would talk to me anyway. People don't think you are 100% DEAF if you are listening to music, OKAY??? Just cuz you are doing something doesn't mean people are never going to interrupt you. WHICH ALL ADULTS SHOULD KNOW, since they interrupt their kids all the time because, of course, we NEEEEVER know what in the world we are talking about...oh no...there's no chance there. We're just stupid...Yup. We don't know how teenagers should be treated, what? Being a teenager, I wouldn't know a THING about that! Wow. Thanks for stopping me before I embarassed myself, Mom! That was a close one!!!!

Arrgh...I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO sick of authority. JUST GO AWAY! We're pissed off and such and we don't want to learn shit today!!!! God.......

Our generation...some people are stupid, some people are not. But we know what the world's like. We know that religion is pointless. That's why we're so "bad" to all the other wimpy generations before us. They had no knowledge and all they had was hope that after their crappy lives were over, they'd live in the clouds. Then you're just gonna let your regular life be crappy? No! You don't give up and whine. Do something about it. That's what our generation does. We're mad, we do something. Drive away. Shop. ANYTHING. It's not always good, but we don't sit and cry like babies because we "can't help ourselves".

That's why, if our generation stops being stupid in other situations like drugs n violence, we will be better than our parents' generation. Stop doing drugs. They're unhealthy and they kill you and make you stupid. They're not halping your life. Wow. You're happy tonight, who cares? Tomorrow you won't be. This person still hates you, you still have no boyfriend, your parents still are alchoholics--WHATEVER YOUR EXCUSE IS, IT'S NOT A GOOD ONE! Don't cut your wrists, girls, you can die. Don't do drugs, you can die. Don't drink and drive, you probably will die. Don't not do your homework, that's why the teacher hates you. Because you're a lazy ASS. OK?? So get the heck off the couch and ANSWER SOME MATH PROBLEMS!! Is it THAT HARD????? Did you pay attention AT ALL in class? Why don't you use your brain for once. Because after you graduate, GUESS WHAT! All those adults that have been treating you like crap cuz you were still considered a "child" to them...They're all gonna go "Oh, now he's an adult!" And what will you do? Something STUPID. And they'll go "Well, I guess we were wrong. He's still immature." And then you have blown it! If you pay attention in school, then you you will move onward with your life and be successful.

Please, everyone. All people in my generation...don't do stupid things. Don't throw your life away NOW because you think it's not affecting you at this very moment. IT IS. It will affect you even later, too. It affects your ENTIRE LIFE. Don't throw away any chance you had at a good life just because you are lazy or angry. It's NOT WORTH IT.

Remember that.

OK, so this changed from an "I hate going to church!!"-type whining session to a "Don't do drugs!!!"-type of inspirational-yet-somewhat-offensive wake-up call! THAT WAS INTERESTING!!!!!!!

I wish people would seriously do that, though. Being at a public school now, I see people who don't care about their lives and it frustrates the crap outta me. Just TRY! PLEASE! Everyone?? I will be happy, and you will too!

I care. Your teachers care. Your annoying parents care. I'm serious, they do. And even if they've kicked you outta the house, I know somebody out there cares. Maybe you don't know it. But someone does.

And noo...I'm not saying it's God, people! Don't be all like, "Heeyyyyy! Ashley's all nice now...back to God?"

No, no...

I'm just a crabby little person. I know a lot. Well, only weird stuff like the things I taked about. If you talk to me about schools, cities, roads, cars, or anything that everyone seems to know about...I don't know about it! Somebody needs to teach me that stuff.

I know psychological stuff and wise things...and stuff about animals and anything I've learned in school...but everything else has somehow never entered my mind!

Wonder how that happened...

So for now, no, I don't hate THE CHURCH. I just don't like going EVERY WEEKEND. Some days are Okay...I still don't really think there's a heaven, though. It would be nice, however! Whatever...either way...I should just swap religions. I mean, believing in stuff is OK, just as long as you aren't FORCED to do things...or restricted by it. It's your choice. Unfortunately for many of us, our parents made the choice for us. If I have kids, what will they be? Hmmm...nobody knows! lol!

That IS a good question...

Hey readers, what will YOUR kids be???

Ponder...ponder...ponder...

Don't hate me b/c of my opinion. Just ignore it.

Parents...wow...that would be dumb if parents read this, but anyway...sure, you think you're all smart. But listen to your kids, OK? They know what they need. If they're mature enough...anyway.

But to the parents, also...at least you were nice to us when we were little. I know, we got mean once we turned into speakin' things...but whatever. People are mean. Even little people. We were dumb. We didn't know.

But now we, the teens, know what we want. Don't restrict us! Just tell us to think and be responsible...

Don't worry. If we get lost, we have brains that help us find our way back home.

Everybody---use your brain. Don't be irrisponsible...

Study. A little, anyway... Do your homework, for sure! Pay attention in class! Be respectful to older people. Don't beat up Freshmen. Don't laugh at people if they do something embarassing, it hurts them even more.

How would you like it if you were that person?

Just put yourself in other people's shoes. You will learn a lot, and go a lot of places, too.

--Ash has to go into her own shoes now!
--Adios...

Peace out. lol ^_^

And, if anyone was offended, sorry for the swearing. Yeah, I swear. But everyone else does too, OK? And don't take everything like I'm trying to hurt you. I just want you to think.

Don't rely on others for your own success. All you have is yourself. And when you hurt yourself, your success is hurt, too.

Be good.

If you go to church, fine. Good for you.
It's OK sometimes.

Dang it, now I feel like an evil person! LOL! THATS WHAT RELIGION DOES TO YOU! How annoying!!! ~_~ Ehhhhh...!!!!!

lol!

Wow. OK. That's so not fair!!

Stop makin' me feel bad! lol... ^_^

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