Wow...my new diary. I can't believe this is the 3rd time I'm doing this. A new diary every year. I'll probably look back at last year's and be embarrassed...or not. It wasn't very personal, besides way too much about all the boring stuff I did every day.

Anyway, I should talk about school.

It's alright. I'm sad because it's been hard to realize that I probably won't see any of my OLP friends again. Oh well...I need to learn to move on and socialize. The more pain I have to go through, the stronger I'll become. So I have to stop being scared and lonely and try to have a good time at West Hills.

People seem nice there. I don't think I have anything to be scared about. I don't think anything bad will happen to me...at least not at the moment.

First day: I wore THE most uncomfortable shoes ever. I could walk like 2 inches per hour...it was bad. It took me forever to get to my classes. So here's how it went:

English: The teacher seems nice. It was good. I'm glad that's my first class. Brennan's in there. So at least there was one person I knew! And Lindsey's old friend Amy was there, too. I was like Hmmm....she seems familiar and I was right.

Algebra: God...for the past 3 years now, math has been my second class. How funny! The teacher seems alright and she's a girl, so maybe it'll be easier. But I will miss Mr. Carlin from OLP. He was really funny....

Recess/Break: Uhh...I hid in my Science room!

Science: Hopefully this class is easy...I think it might actually be interesting. I felt alright in this class cuz it's mostly Freshmen...so I'll probably not even hang out w/ them. The teacher seems nice...and her classroom is interesting. She seems creative w/ her assignments.

Digital Art: We didn't do much, just filled out stuff and started some questions in this book.

Lunch: I asked my DA teacher where the photography room was, since Danny said he hangs out in there, and I found it and sat with Danny and a couple of his friends. We didn't say much, but I felt a lot better to be with a person I know. I didn't eat anything, and just tried to do my Algebra homework and then gave up on it and played games on my cell phone.

US History: The teacher here also seems nice. He's funny. And the students seem to have a good...I dunno aura. Haha. The students seem relaxed and ready to just have a good time. Which means I won't learn a thing but will laugh a lot. I think this class will be a good one, even though I hate Social Studies...I just hope we don't have to memorize stuff...

Spanish: The teacher is crazy and nice, probably. But...she gave us a list of words and I haven't heard of most of them...like...10 at the most. And I barely remember what they mean. So I'm going to talk to my counselor tomorrow to try to drop that class. I REALLY hope I don't have to stay in Spanish. I hate it. I really don't care about college. I just want to enjoy myself. I'm probably not going to a UC college anyway...so hah!

Anyway, second day was pretty much the same...a little better. Last night I was sad. Today I'm still a little sad. But I'm keeping it under control so far.

I talked to Denise online to see how she's doing and see if she had Katie's Screen Name. She did, and I talked to her a few minutes later. She said I could hang out with her out of class, so I was really happy about that. Thanks Katie! I don't want to be alone at lunch. I want to find some friends as soon as possible. I'm just glad she's "taken me under her wing" and will let me stay with her for now.

Hopefully I won't be sad the rest of the week. Mom's leaving for a night to go to LA, and I need her around now. Oh well...if I can talk to Katie, I think I'll be alright...

That's it for now...hello to anyone who is reading this. And goodbye, too!

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